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Tuesday, November 16, 2010
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11:09 AM - HEY SISTA GO SISTA
O's officially over! but somehow I dont feel that exhilarated anymore compared to the completion of prelims.
I'm sure everybody got allooooooooot to do; but for me most importantly have fun, while earning some income and if possible, learn a skill ^^ (Aiyo, havent been typing here for a month so my mind went blank for awhile. Alright, maybe I have to adapt again.) *jumps to next topic* Soooo.. who have bought their prom dress? I know dajie bought already!! heh. But I really dno where to get one that is cheap, chio and comfortable. Thinking of renting/borrowing but I think its hard to get a suitable one in that case. AND THE MASKSSSSSSSS grrr -.- ke yi zai mafan yi dian ma? *complains* Anyway can I say some emo stuffs? Wayne has been to the clinic thrice and the hospital four times in this month already. Some lung infection. Really worried for him and I miss him. And my bro kena fined dno how many times for some road safety rules I think. My dad is not working anymore due to tinnitus and I feel so hopeless and helpless. Mum is working to yang wo men yi jia ren and all these problems have made everybody's temper worsen. I can hardly see any smiles and hear any laughter at home and when I try to liven up the mood I ended up feeling more miserable. Its been few months and I always told myself I have to look on the bright side. But my family really had our fair shit of life and its so hard to move on. Its holidays~~ Ke shi when I head out I have to know that I'm leaving my family at home to face all these craps and I feel extremely guilty. I cant feel fun and happiness. Moreover when I know meet some setbacks in life (like i flunked my bio) I cant voice out to any of them. Enough headaches for everybody. I dont know whether its appropriate saying these here but I guess this blog is for us and I feel obliged to let HPC know in case I flare up for no reason. (i wont la haha) Okay la, I'm okay. Dont need a listening ear or something just want everything to be fine. To struggle just for a peaceful life is not easy. So, like what winny say FIGHTING!! P.S. I agree with Dajie; what if the strap break? PUI PUI PUI BULLSHIT THAT WONT HAPPEN Labels: Pearlyn |
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