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Monday, January 3, 2011
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12:00 AM - 2011
I'm gonna go with a scheduled post because I'm afraid I might forget to blog tomorrow and since it's 2/5 chalet as well. I think I have quite a few things to say as we start of the year 2011.
Firstly, about the countdown. Bygones is bygones, I know, but at that moment I'm feeling a bit frustrated, angry with myself and also feeling bad towards others. Basically, the countdown was not suggested by me, and I don't know why is it planned by me in the end. Okay, I seriously have no issues with planning it. But you know, you send a text to everyone, and barely a single soul replies you, okay (winny I understand already), it really suxxxx I swear. Furthermore the event is just on the next day! I have to go around and send a double msg, to ask you guys to reply me when I asked you guys to "reply once seen". I mean if you guys are going, and you didnt reply, the issue isnt that bad. But the problem is, you guys were going to say "No" and best part is I had to ask you all again. I mean... if I dont call, then you all gonna just fly aeroplane the next day? And I'm sorry, but I was so pek cek that night, and I decided to just cancel the whole thing off because I had to go around calling people and being rejected and either I receive like "duhs" from people. Because one says padang is too far, one says jalan kayu is too wulu. It's really not about the planning anymore, it's the attendance and how spontaneous you guys were. I feel bad canceling this, because it was Mendi who suggested it first, and she wanted this to be also like a get together with HPC, but Im glad that she found her own programmes later on. On the other hand, I feel very bad to bryan. Supposingly if he had nothing on, and the best I could do was to offer him to go with us, I dont think I even can say no to my friends and say I just wanna celebrate with my boyfriend. But you know, what he told me was like if at most if everything is cancelled, I will celebrate new year's eve with you. I feel like I cannot even do it, but he can just not go to his other celebrations to accompany me. I really dont know how to explain, but either way whatever I do, I think I will feel bad. This is just a ranting session anyway, so I can finally say everything out. I just wanna say sorry too, to any of you guys whom are thinking why countdown is canceled all of a sudden. Still, please have a good 2011 ahead!
OKAY I KNOW THAT IS SUPER BAD TO SAY ALL THESE IN A NEW YEAR........ BUT resolution of the year, we should ALL BE MORE SPONTANEOUS! Still luv u all no matter what..
OH... AND YEAH, KEWEI'S BIRTHDAY COMING ^^
As for 2011 resolutions, it is all posted up on my blog, I guess it would be funny to copy and paste it over right..? Like so gao xiao.
Anyway I recently applied for this job as a Bakery Assistant. I really hope I get it since it's like my hobby and the pay is good, $8/hr leh!!! Like awesome. Just that the location is damn wulu la, like Ubi Avenue. Hahahha. After working and I get my next pay, I'm gonna get a Burberry bag ^^ Excited.
*PRAYS HARD, CALL ME!!!!!*
See you guys on 2/5 chalet my dear HPCians.
Firstly, about the countdown. Bygones is bygones, I know, but at that moment I'm feeling a bit frustrated, angry with myself and also feeling bad towards others. Basically, the countdown was not suggested by me, and I don't know why is it planned by me in the end. Okay, I seriously have no issues with planning it. But you know, you send a text to everyone, and barely a single soul replies you, okay (winny I understand already), it really suxxxx I swear. Furthermore the event is just on the next day! I have to go around and send a double msg, to ask you guys to reply me when I asked you guys to "reply once seen". I mean if you guys are going, and you didnt reply, the issue isnt that bad. But the problem is, you guys were going to say "No" and best part is I had to ask you all again. I mean... if I dont call, then you all gonna just fly aeroplane the next day? And I'm sorry, but I was so pek cek that night, and I decided to just cancel the whole thing off because I had to go around calling people and being rejected and either I receive like "duhs" from people. Because one says padang is too far, one says jalan kayu is too wulu. It's really not about the planning anymore, it's the attendance and how spontaneous you guys were. I feel bad canceling this, because it was Mendi who suggested it first, and she wanted this to be also like a get together with HPC, but Im glad that she found her own programmes later on. On the other hand, I feel very bad to bryan. Supposingly if he had nothing on, and the best I could do was to offer him to go with us, I dont think I even can say no to my friends and say I just wanna celebrate with my boyfriend. But you know, what he told me was like if at most if everything is cancelled, I will celebrate new year's eve with you. I feel like I cannot even do it, but he can just not go to his other celebrations to accompany me. I really dont know how to explain, but either way whatever I do, I think I will feel bad. This is just a ranting session anyway, so I can finally say everything out. I just wanna say sorry too, to any of you guys whom are thinking why countdown is canceled all of a sudden. Still, please have a good 2011 ahead!
OKAY I KNOW THAT IS SUPER BAD TO SAY ALL THESE IN A NEW YEAR........ BUT resolution of the year, we should ALL BE MORE SPONTANEOUS! Still luv u all no matter what..
OH... AND YEAH, KEWEI'S BIRTHDAY COMING ^^
As for 2011 resolutions, it is all posted up on my blog, I guess it would be funny to copy and paste it over right..? Like so gao xiao.
Anyway I recently applied for this job as a Bakery Assistant. I really hope I get it since it's like my hobby and the pay is good, $8/hr leh!!! Like awesome. Just that the location is damn wulu la, like Ubi Avenue. Hahahha. After working and I get my next pay, I'm gonna get a Burberry bag ^^ Excited.
*PRAYS HARD, CALL ME!!!!!*
See you guys on 2/5 chalet my dear HPCians.
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