AMKSS RCY | Yi Lin | Mendi | Vivian | Winny
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
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6:10 PM - Memory Lane
Gobbled down 5 bottles of medicine and my cough is still here. SIAN.
So majority of us are sick. Hopefully in a few days' time we will recover. Just in time for JC for JC peeps. :( so fassst. Havent had much fun. Never stepped out of this tiny island since dont know when. Okay fine life is unfair. You dont want people to take you for granted, to take advantage of you, to get bullied, so you stand up and speak for yourself. You changed, to be a stronger person who is defensive. The next thing you know. People are talking bad about you. They gossip about you they judge you. You just have to go back to your old self and drown yourself in sorrow and cant stop thinking about how useless you are. Most of the time you make a selfless decision but people think nothing of it, but when someone else do the same thing that person is worshipped. Sometimes people with attitude may rock the hell out of their social life, but they dont care if people are talking behind their backs cos those two-faced monsters dont dare to make their stand. Stupid insecurity issues. Remember, when you think that other people is biased, ponder, if you yourself treat people based on who they are, and not why are they by your side, too. Inner wealth is primary, looks are secondary. Moving on to JC life (i hope) it will be a different start. A foreign class.
Everyone have emo days right? That was my version. Just to finally stop myself from thinking so much and to let people around me know that I'm actually uncomfortable and upset when they only have their rights in mind, and completely forgo my happiness in pursuit of theirs. Just cos I'm a very 'yes' and a very not 'no' person. I hate to reject people but I guess I have to do that to resolve my mental struggle. I live for myself. DAMN IT FOR MYSELF.
Before I move on to tertiary education I ride you all down the secondary school days ~~ :D (180 degrees change of mood haha)
If I'm not wrong, this was in Secondary 2. KW ><
26 November 2008. I really really can't remember what are we doing at AMK lib someone enlighten me? We are doing something with Mendi's lappy I think. Some project. And maybe the day when Mendi kissed Winny's thigh. XD
TADA!! When we have to help out at some RCY event. Afraid to name out, later I'm wrong then going-to-be VI Ang gets worked up. HEH
After that we went back to YCK for NDP'09 rehearsals. 1st of August.
So majority of us are sick. Hopefully in a few days' time we will recover. Just in time for JC for JC peeps. :( so fassst. Havent had much fun. Never stepped out of this tiny island since dont know when. Okay fine life is unfair. You dont want people to take you for granted, to take advantage of you, to get bullied, so you stand up and speak for yourself. You changed, to be a stronger person who is defensive. The next thing you know. People are talking bad about you. They gossip about you they judge you. You just have to go back to your old self and drown yourself in sorrow and cant stop thinking about how useless you are. Most of the time you make a selfless decision but people think nothing of it, but when someone else do the same thing that person is worshipped. Sometimes people with attitude may rock the hell out of their social life, but they dont care if people are talking behind their backs cos those two-faced monsters dont dare to make their stand. Stupid insecurity issues. Remember, when you think that other people is biased, ponder, if you yourself treat people based on who they are, and not why are they by your side, too. Inner wealth is primary, looks are secondary. Moving on to JC life (i hope) it will be a different start. A foreign class.
Everyone have emo days right? That was my version. Just to finally stop myself from thinking so much and to let people around me know that I'm actually uncomfortable and upset when they only have their rights in mind, and completely forgo my happiness in pursuit of theirs. Just cos I'm a very 'yes' and a very not 'no' person. I hate to reject people but I guess I have to do that to resolve my mental struggle. I live for myself. DAMN IT FOR MYSELF.
Before I move on to tertiary education I ride you all down the secondary school days ~~ :D (180 degrees change of mood haha)
3 September 2008. Madm Chongxi's mansion for First Aid Lesson (in preparation for FAC) and Outdoor Cooking.
Before the FA Lesson we went Bishan Library to study. Surprisingly its quite productive.
Insist on showing this tho it is super blur. :x Learnt mahjong in year 09.
When it's our turn to bring the unit to greater heights. 06062009. Only pathetic pic. HP CAMERA MA.
One irrelevant pic. 06062010. Exactly one year later I'm taking a pic of my favourite book. Exactly one year ago I was taking a pic of my favourite cadets.
7 January 2009. When all of us were in the NIKE (?) shop at hub buying Kewei's birthday present. When Winny decided to isolate herself from the other 5 beauties. HAHAHA.
OKAY PS ALL PHOTOS IN RANDOM ORDER. WHAT MATTERS MOST IS WHAT THE PICTURES HOLD.
With love,
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