Hey! It was really troublesome choosing for a sch/course that I wanted. This time my results really bad. Anw right, I heard that someone is checking for their results for having to pay for the $102.70. I seriously wanted to check for my humanities score. Cos right, I actually predicted the correct qns for both SS and History and I dont think it was possibel to flunk it badly, except that my sbq got problem? Cos in prelims right, my history I didnt managed to spot one part of the qn and I still managed to get at least a B4 for my Combined Humanities. In O's, I remembered that  I do the essays first, then I leave a lot of pages to the front to do my SEQ. So I wonder that makes up a problem? Cos I didnt state flip to the back to mark my essay. What if I am being shortchanged? I dunno whether I should go and appeal to see my results eh. Do u all suggest I should? Cos I am quite confident about my humanities..

Another thing. I think I am going to a JC, most probably. So I am putting NYJC, then Meridian, then Catholic then YJC. Hope I can get in? If not just accept my fate and report to Yjc for orientation. For poly right, I putting accountancy, followed by banking, nursing, food science, pharmacy science blah blah. But I still considering lah. Cos I not sure I wanted Meridian JC anot. Cos a bit far, Pasir Ris! My sis say that I can go with her to school since it is on the way.

Yesterday, I went with doctor Chua and Shi Hui to see Serangoon JC. The school a bit dim lah, dark dark one. The counsillors that intro us to the sch also quiet quiet one.. Even intro us the toliets. Hahaha. If u compare YJC to SRJC, I think YJC is better. Firstly the reason of it being nearer to my house is already an added bonus. But what I am afraid is that the education system is different. Cos many pple like say MJC quie good leh, the standard high, but one bad pt is that retain rate vry high. But if I work hard, think should be able to promote? Cos I believe that working hard is the key to success.

Also right, I read ytd's newspaper. Many pple got married and give birth ytd as it is an auspicious day, 11/1/11. All the 1's like inside mah, so considered a good day as couples are believed to last for eternity. Then newspaper also got state thet babies born on this particular day are believed to score very well in studies and maybe can top the class yearly. Guess that this dosen't apply to me, as looking at my O's result, I can be the one and only exception. I am being pessimistic now I knw, but I seriously lack the confidence to do well ever since the upper sec life started. I told my mum that she should have just given birth to my sister. She did so well in everything. I sacrificed many things just to do well in academics and get to a good uni with the course that I wanted, but sadly this time I failed my expectations. I knw that people and people cant compare, but I just want to compare with other people unknowingly. Is comparison a person's instinct? I dunno lah. But just pray hard that NY can accept me.

So HPC, let's work hard tgt alrights? AFTER A STORM COMES A RAINBOW! Wish u guys good luck in ur future endeavours in either poly or a jc, cos I knw that 行行出状元！

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