Oh man... I really don't have the mood to blog about happy stuff or even attend chalet now ._. I hope I'll be better soon. Anyway, I've not blogged for last week! Hmm... I think I'll just pay the $1 fine cos it's so funny to blog on last week's space.

SIGH...


This is my face now. Erm can't really decipher what emotion that is. But nevermind just take it as mixed feelings. I've not been having a proper sleep ever since the release of results.

No more falling asleep as soon as my head touches my pillow. My mind is blown up with dozens of explosives. It's tormenting. I mean, I'm torturing myself by drowning in sorrow. No need for all these but I'm kinda like trying to make my own life miserable with all my pessimistic thoughts.

JUST LET ME BE............. I don't seem to take in anyone's consolation or words of comfort. So no use for counselling. I'm pathetic. LIKE SERIOUSLY PATHETIC. I need a few more days to recover.

I will blog again after meeting you guys later. See y'all! I need to change my current mindset. Anything, but not this. I can't help but keep thinking about it. I should remove my brain or sorts.

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