O Level Examinations are drawing nearer, and this is my last post here till O Level ends. On my part, I'm rather glad that I'll be here once again after Os are over, typing with a lighter heart. And I know I soon will :) It's 39 days to the end of Os!

That's how fast time flies. And, it's only 3 more school days before we'll mark a beautiful fullstop to the end of Secondary School Life, and face the 2nd major exam of our lives. Let's toast and celebrate, with our fists clenched against our chests, and say 'I will survive.'

Okay so as you all know I've been rather sad over the demise of Mrs Lee Kuan Yew, for that you can go read my blog if not I'll be typing everything out again. (So this may be the dilemma which Yi Lin was talking about, whether we'll be confused about blogging here or at our own blogs haha).

My Mom and I are actually quite concerned about this issue, like since it's the prime news - so much that I bought the Straits Times today, and my Mom bought both Lian He Zao Bao and Lian He Wan Bao. (Actually she bought Lian He Zao Bao because the cover page was a photo of MM Lee's grandson comforting him - that, she told me.)

Well... You guys should read the eulogies, they're really touching :')

Anyway... I've this sudden feeling that I won't be doing well for Os, like I'll screw it. Hopefully my intuition is wrong, and even more ideally, I'll pray that it's terribly wrong. The feeling like I-am-so-gonna-flunk-it kind of sucks, but I'll overcome it. Not to mention the fact that I've spent 4 years of my life for this purpose - TO ACE IT.

Somehow, as the Farewell date is drawing nearer, more conflicts are arising. Like some sort of 'unvoiced' conflict. Perhaps it's just that the exams are drawing nearer, so much that I get irritated/pissed off easily, or it's the other party who is just plain annoying during this period of time.

Will fill you guys in with more details after Os though, because after all it's not right to mention anything obvious here... But yeah... Farewell is knocking at my door and there's no point spoiling the harmony right at this moment, in order to end school life with the best of my memory.

I know this is a really wordy post, so just bear with me because I'll come up with more exciting topics after Os!!! My appointment at NSC is shifted to 19 Oct, but I'm still happy anyway! :)

All the best! I shall end this post with a quote from Li Shengwu's eulogy (Mr Lee Hsien Yang's son) - "Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks, but bears it out even to the edge of doom." This means that love does not change even at one's death. A meaningful one which I'll remember.

Xoxo,
Mendi Almighty Ang blasting off in the speed of light

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